still

I cannot describe the frustration I have been through over the past few weeks (the past few days being the worst).  I come here, to my blog, to just let it out.

But at this point, I'm too tired.  Exhausted.

I've cried, I've screamed, I've prayed.  

And I don't know what else to do.

As I showered today, I told God that I simply don't know what else to say or pray.

He said to be still.

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Still... let me be still.

Let me be okay with the quiet in my heart.

Still... I want to be still.

I'm so quick to move instead of listening to you.

Shut my mouth.  Crush my pride.

Give me the tears of a broken life.

Still.

Still... let me be still.

And know that you are God, and you're always enough.

Still... I want to be still.

To take all that I am and simply lift it up.

Shut my mouth, crush my pride.

Give the tears of a broken life.

Still.